Morning ppl, i spent the whole night thinking whether we shd go on a Sydney trip. Not that i dun want to, but for some reasons, i have this conscience deep inside that keeps refraining me from buying tickets, n planning for this trip. We have a tight budget, i do admit that, with a new place in Feb,n lotsa furnitures/electrical appliances to be bought, gosh, i am just wondering if it's rightful to let hub works so hard only for me to spend it off on a holiday. I know he doesn't mind, n yes, i sure can spend however i like, but is that the right thing to do? So sorry ppl, i shouldn't hv mentioned it. i shouldn't hv done so much only to backout last min. I think it's time for me to grow up to my senses, n manage the hard earned resources properly. It's time for us to earn n spend the $$ to build this little family.
It's definitely not easy to start off in a new place. To be honest, i am still seeking the purpose for my existence in this city. i dislike cold, yet here am i in this part of Oz that is colder than the rest. LOL. with weather that changes so swiftly, and so inconsistent. Nearly a mth since i arrived, n i'm struggling to adapt.
Anyways, God is gracious like He always is. I have no one n nothing else to trust but Him only. and i'm glad He is bigger than all my circumstances. :-D I'm leaving you with a tiramisu affair. Y so, because tiramisu has resembled in a way that like life, it consists of several layers, where some are bitter n some are sweet. Life goes the same way, there are ups n downs. But wat matters most is the overall effect, r we enjoying that whole piece of several layers of tiramisu that tastes bitter sweet?

