Dear Blog,
Another day to a new year, that's quick. A lot of things happened in this year through, and it's totally unbelievable that i have finally settled in a place where i wld raise my kids and build my career. I think you, my dear blog has done me a great favour, i'm not a person who loves pouring things out to others, nono, i rather keep things inside for no particular reason, it's just my personality.
-no matter how hurt i was, no matter how nonsense i thought sth wld be, i wld never raise a word about it, why, becoz i don't wan to reverse that hurt back to the other party. Silence has been my weapon.
-no matter how happy i am, i think the only person i wld share it to wld be my hub,and then you!
-every important agenda of my life, i try to keep as low profile as i cld. Becoz i hv painfully, learnt to understand that, no one wld be really happy or share the pain with me, even if they say they wld, or pretend that they are.
So, YOU, my personal blog did the justice. You are where i wld write as freely as i could.
When i think back the times, life has been pretty tough. But i hv been blessed, i knew that God was at work n shaping every bit of my life. It was smooth, perfectly n technically transited at every point. My Jehovah Jireh, He has never fail to provide all my needs. How great is our God.
I have a new resolution for the new year. It's a hard one, i guess it'd probably stay as my resolution for many many years until i depart from the world. I don't know how i came up with this resolution, but for the last couple of mths, i have been feeling sick at heart, so sick to the extent my hope is diminishing. And then it struck me. That was me. I was doing the same. I have been commiting the same mistake over and over. only that it was to God, i was inflicting the pain.
So who am I to judge and hate? I don't deserve.
Now, all i'm asking is a peaceful delighted spirit to carry out every mission i've been called to. That includes the resolution i have determined.
2011, i'm goin to play a number of responsibilities. Let the will of God be done.
Blessed New Year, my dear.
Yours truly,
The Passion Joyous.
